hey hey.

Wow its been forever.

Sometimes I think about this little blog and I realize that probably almost nobody reads it, or misses it when it's gone. But to you who are reading it, hey hey! Thanks for checking in. 

So much of life has changed lately. So many beautiful things are happening. So much goodness surrounds me everyday. Soo many trials have come my way. So many things seemed to be going wrong. So much fear and sadness and bitterness has seemed to loom around me at times. But so much light and gratitude fills me.

And through it all, my Heavenly Father has been right there; surrounding me and filling my heart. And it's wonderful. A lot of the time I haven't really noticed Him. I think I wasn't paying attention like I should. I wasn't seeking like I should. But lately, I've tried harder to seek, to really pay attention. And to really ask. I've needed help. And I have to say, the night I prayed for that help sincerely was nothing spectacular, but the next day was filled with miracles. Tiny miracles, but real ones. Miracles that were really personal to me and  the stresses in my life. It was amazing. And it didn't occur to me until half way through the day that Heavenly Father had set all of that up. He had made it work out perfectly.

And for the rest of the day, I couldn't help but be grateful.

So I guess I just wanted to say that God is real. He is all knowing. He really does love you. I know He does. Even though hard things have come and will continue to come. He really really loves you. And He will love you right through your hardest times. Don't give up on Him. Don't forget to seek Him. And if you already have..find Him again. He's right there, I promise. Just hold out.

You're wonderful. And you have my prayers. Thanks again for checking in.